It was a little easier to have my thought stay clear this evening... I mean I did finish the dress just to see that look but I just got some of the old feelings back... We could never.. I would be wrought with jealousy all the time.
When Hire came I remembered all to well and I also remember that he was with her for a while...
No I need to keep my thought elsewhere and well where better than at a charming good looking guy that everyone seems to dislike... Wait it was the same with Jerry most of Starlight thought him a fool, that was why we talked about leaving so many times and well we were with the Circle for quite some time.
No I really like talking to Thane, I just hope Rey dosen't get angry or anything...
And those dark green eyes... hmmm one could get lost in them...
I know I need to tread carefully not because i fear anything from him but because I am not sure if I like him or if it is just because i am SO lonely...
I don't know what he thinks of me, especially with that goodbye.. I wouldn't mind more.. I mean to talk to him more... There is something so akin to him...
I know the darkness way to well and I see some of the man he tries to hide away.. and I like what I see. That and the good looks... AND he is concerned for Lilly...
I just like when they are not like all the rest...
Of course we are still worlds apart in how we view the world but was I so different back then from how he views it now?
Well lets see what happens next... cause that will be his move...
Light set me free
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