Etains prayers to the light and stories about her when her faith in the light falters and she no longer prays
OOC: These are the prayers Etaine whispers to the light written down oocly as these are not something she says aloud and much is in her head.
søndag den 17. juni 2012
Griphon hatchlings and wise worgens
Sometimes these days it feels like i am seeing the world for the first time. All these things people keep telling me, making my head spin.
I would have it otherwise so finally she took the small bed. I can hear her light snorring funny how it holds a light snarl to it at times, wonder why that is.
The stone is hard under the blankets but i don't mind, i have learned to appreciate a good bed but i like the feel of the world around me as i run my fingers along the floor beside me. I have found out that if i close my eyes and focus i can feel if someone is walking nearby, well they need to be pretty close but still.
I have not seen the paladin today, think he is of to be in Stormwind, i know that look in his eyes but i cant quite but a finger on it.
Oh well...
The little guy has apparently decided that we are a good team as he doesn't want to leave my side crawling up onto my lap if I'm sitting down or biting at my ankle if i am not.
Maybe i should give him a name?
Wonder how Jack, Nell and Missy are doing, well Cora is probably spoiling them all if i know her.
So there is a good and a bad darkness, interesting? Well Imorgan helped Lumi and saved her life so is she of Elune just like Isance?
She asked me many questions but she also told me a lot.
Hard question about my further path but she is helping me take my mind of him...
I miss him badly still and sometimes i still wish it was all a dream but no he will never be more than a friend and i have accepted that now, he has always been kind and helpful even after all of this he comes to my aid in Eversong, he buys me the bags, makes that rose and gives me a map. He is a good...friend
Isance was not very happy about a lot of the things i told her but she doesn't understand. I was the one to ask for time a lone away from starlight but still she thinks it weird that i have not been contacted by any of them, that they had not sent someone to try and give my guidance in the darkness. I don't know if she is right or wrong, i think they are just respecting my wishes and besides most of them didn't know how to find me before i put up the note on the wall.
I miss them, but why would they even miss me? Jas said some had asked about me.
Isance is right, that there is only one who decides our fate, that we are responsible for every action we make.
I feel ashamed for some of the things i have done these last couple of months but i will do what i believe is right and ill just have to see where it takes me.
So do i wish for the shadows or not? It was scary when she told me the consequences if one gives in to them instead of wielding them. I do not want to fall like that that is for sure...
I need to get some sleep so i pull the pillow back against the wall resting my back against it, feeling the smooth surface and the light chill that clings to it.
The little guy is snoring loudly in my lap... I didn't know that gryphons could snore nor like to cuddle up on peoples laps.
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