A day of celebration or mourning

It was so hard telling his parents the sad news and his mother was as sweet as ever, they all were and they shared all their love and sorrow with me like I was their daughter in law.

They told me that with Jerrys actions I was indeed now and would in their eyes always be a Walker, and Jeromes wife.

I am scared to think if my suspicions are correct... Can it be? Did Jerry leave me with the greatest gift of all? I am scared to hope but the thoughts of a little piece of him being left behind. A small new star to shine in his wake... A child with his smile and the twinkle in its eyes...

My heart sores with the thought but i am still afraid to hope...

Ohh Jerry I miss you so badly it hurts

Why did you have to go and die?
I don't want to have to say goodbye.
The light must have seen how special you were, to take you away
but couldn't it have waited for another day?
A new bright star has been born now,
High, high up in the sky.
Up there where all the angels lie.
You wouldn't have wanted me to make a fuss,
After all, you're still down here with all of us.
Just because I can't see you, doesn't mean you're not here.
I know you are somewhere very, very near.
I love you so much but it time to say:
Goodbye My Love
Because your life here has come to an end.
Rest in Peace...