At the camp

I just cant go home... How will he react? I don't want him hurt and we are going on that trip tomorrow with the others... don't want to spoil that either...

It had been ages since i have been at the lighthouse, but it seemed the best place to hide.. after what happened.
I don't know what do about it... The bruising and such are almost gone, my healing has sought to that. But the images are still so clear in my mind, the smells still so strong in my nostrils. There are only so much my light can heal...

I can't do anything about it so no need to get anyone hurt... But how could this happen and almost in the middle of Stormwind?

It will be a relive to get away from it all tomorrow with the others... getting my mind on something else...

Will be good to see Jerry again, i have missed him terribly and its only been two days... But will i be able to look him in the eyes?

Suck it up and move on all there is to do about that... I am stronger than this... I need to be...


- The light... ohh whats the use
I feel my own cracks, the shatters, the insanities of dislocation in myself, how can i be so broken and he only sees perfection? As long as that is how he views me i will not crumbles into broken pieces. His is the one that holds me together and i can not lose that...