On my way to the cathedral

Yesterday was such a mix of feelings...

It all started when i came from the cathedral. We were all going on a trip to Winterspring and i was really looking forward to that. The i see this young girl selling gloves and i remember i have forgotten mine at home. As i talk with her i get this feeling inside that she needs to be with us... There is something wrong... She holds another destiny.

My radio is weird again so i Ask Jerry to talk with Walt for me and he lets her come...
It was some travel but the portal in Rutheran helped.

By the light it was much colder than i had remembered over there. I had to call upon the light to keep me warm. At first that was not a problem...

Walt leads us into some old elven ruins... haunted... I could feel their dark spirits crawling under my skin always drawn towards our life sparks... But Walt and Jerry do good to protect us... Wish i was more of a fighter and could be of more help...
We found a lot of nice things in the ruins, even some gems. Ejlah would not take hers so i told her i would. I will keep them safe for her until she gets to terms with being a free woman... They are hers after all...
Then the trees started to attack... i was knocked of my feet by some wind storm they conjured. I saw one of them trying to cast a spell on Jerry... i reacted almost on instinct... I called upon the fires within the light just like i had done with Sister Brianna in Outlands and lounged it at the tree. I did not take it out but i disupted its spellcasting long enough for the others to take them down...
After that it was hard holding onto the warming light and the blizzard became stronger... As i was pulling Jack the Yak along i did not see that we lost Jerry.

We made it to the goblin town my light nearly quenched along with my strength... Ohh how i had forgotten the toll of using the light like that... I need to train me stamina more when it comes to the light.

Ejlah was as cold as ice when we got into the inn so i used up what left of my flame to warm her.
After that it got a little hazy... I remember that i wanted to run out and find Jerry but Shan stopped me, i was to weak to fight her at that point... I cried out for him and the necklace must have activated... Cause he answered... And knowing he was alright and Walt was getting him i went willingly with Shan inside again...

Good thing Shan stopped Ejlah from going as well, she would not have survived the storm in that dress but she was so brave for trying to do something...

I don't remember much for a while then before Jerry is holding my kissing me with icy lips... If had had any light left i would have given it to him...

The hot chocolate helped on my strength and Jerry being beside me did as well... He strengthens me somehow...
Ohh and i got my first pay... don't care for the money but it makes me feel like a real part of the group now.

We went back to Stormwind... Reike was there... I am still having a hard time around her... unsure of everything... and this anger towards her... why?

Well hope it will be better... that i can forgive... i know it is in my nature... then why is it so hard right now?

I needed to get some to bed could hold my ground much longer... I didn't want to spoil th others night so i just snug off with quick goodnights.

I needed Jerry when i got home and the images he had put in my head by the pond did not help... I called for him and he came as soon as i asked. He told me i was silly that today had been nothing, heck even the westfall trip had been worse... But i could have lost him.. That was why i needed him so badly...

To be in his strong arms having him whisper that everything was alright and that he loved me... It pushed the darkness away... and all that was left was the desire to be with him... feel him...

We have been very consumed by desire and slightly wild together together until now but this night was different... I think he was glad that i was alright... his eyes as he looked at me... The feel of his strong arms around me... his soft caressing touch running along my burning skin... the gentleness of his kisses on my body... the feel of his soft lips against mine... The light save my soul... cause my heart is lost...
It was intense in a way i have never felt before... more deep... the promises we whispers in our passion was only for the night to hear...
Our bodies melting together.. giving way for our soul to touch... It felt like in a dream and my head was spinning like after to much wine... 

Wonder what he meant about westfall...?


- By the light I was prepared to love you, but i never expect anything of you.. anything like this...