Looking back on today it is with mixed feelings.
In the morning i went to the Cathedral needed a change of books as well as a little talk with sister Brianna, she is pleased with the progress i do and surpriced that i manage most of it on my own, with just a few hr or excersise, stift and meditating a day. She said it would go faster if i was to come back to them, but i refused. I like doing this on my own, it feels right... for me.
I went to my favorit spot at noon just to sit and look out over the water Jas found me and i could easilly feel that i had not seen him for almost two days... Yes silly i know but i just cant help myself when he is near me.
I told him and he took me to those boats they are reparing, good thing they workers were off for the weekend.
It feels like it is slowly falling into placr between us. I can only pray it will continue like this but only time will tell.
I am progressing in my all three of my trainings, the fighting seems the hardest to me where the magic feels more... Natural... Still think it is because it is fire, the ice part will be a whole different matter i fear.
It is fun how Jas can seem so content with just sitting still with a couple of appels watching me train.
I must admite i like it as well as seeing him practice some of his spells.
He feels more at ease and i dont fear him running away nearly as much.
The magic comes to easy to him one is tricked to belive as one watches him as he handles magic so naturally but i know the limits of the body and the price that ones pays for channeling such power...
The evening turned to the neathers. I saw Ibelin talk to that West fellow, didnt want to draw any attention to myself. Tahrina came and West took of so i went to say hi, i finnally got around to thanking her for taking care of me after i healed Chit. Then a lot of people start showing up, even got a smile from Kalanthe to my surprice but maybe i was just surpriced because of all i have heard of her. Maybe i should try to talk to her someday soon, i think she likes chocolates so that could be an ice breaker perhaps. I ask Jas to come i just needed to relax a little with him so we walk from the bridge when suddenly Ibelin calls over the stone. That fell person or one or them has come to the bridge where we just were. We run back... Ibelin seems hurt so i try to get to him, but that creepy guy gets behind me backs me into a corner... I was trapped, for fell sake why did i not be more carefull? He releaces a wave of fire. Ohh the pain as i felt it puls over me, my skin bubbling and blistering, burning away like wax... It all got a little haze after that, i try to shield myself in the light, it helps and Ibelin dragges me away... Good think i had been resting ever since that training or else i would have been too drained. It took almost all my restored energy to heal the blistering and the burned off skin, and i needed to stop leaving them as large red burnmarks for now or i would have drained to much again and others might need my help. I actually think Jas teaching about the fire helped a little but to strengtgen my shield against it, to help me channel the pain so i could focus on both the shield and to heal it afterwards. It almost kept my hair intact and my clothes well not intact but not leaving me væld and naked at least but i couldnt keep it off my skin... Strange?
The by all the light they start biggerin after they have taken the man out. I mean come on... Cant they at least wait untill this is over and everyone safe.
I walked off my anger keeping me on my legs mostly. Jas comes after me to help and i dont have the strength to not take it.
Then the explosion. I stagger back, no one seems to hurt, an elf is fighting with that shadow woman but a warrior, paladin i think stumbles into the canal because of the exsplotion i think. I pleed Kal to help, she strips of and jumps in, some silly girl just standing there looking all dumb founded as a full armored woman falls into the canal, i would have jumped in myself if it had not surely get myself into trouble in my weekened state. I send Jas to help Kal. They can all seem so no reacting when it is not one of their own. But they get the woman dragged into a boat, and i get down there best as possible. She is still breathing so i take the time to find a dress in my bag for Kal, way to small for an elf but she manages. The woman seems to have a smaller wound to her side, thankfully not to much or i would not have had the strength. Jas gets us back up. Ally has come but i just pleed Jas to take me home dont have anymore to gi e and Kal said we could not help with that necromancer i think Kal called her. I tell them to go to the Cathedral if tvey need more as i cannot drain myself fully again like i did with Chit, that is not without dangers of its own. Jas pulls me into his arms and walks home, cant remember getting here so i must have dosed off.
Ohh i got one of those gnomish picture devices now i just need to learn how to use it properly without blowing myself up, getting trapped.inside it or worse...
- The light guide me and keep my soul forever safe
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