A peacefull morning

Yesterday was amazing... It has been a long time since I have just enjoyed a whole day with someone.
But the best part was how he was with Lilly, well for the short while I have known him he always asks how she is and yesterday he took the time to play and talk with her, showing genuine interest in her.

I couldn't concentrate at work all day so Sister Brianna let me off early. I went to Dalaran where I remember Starlight had once bought a lot of really delicious foods for a party. Mostly it was for inspiration as I like to make the food myself especially baking but some good wine and cheese and some of the ingredients I didn't have at home already.

Then I went home to get a shower and start preparing everything and then when everything was done I went outside to play with Jack and Lilly.

The evening went well I think... I know I enjoyed myself even though I almost forgot the food, so it was not as hot as i would have liked when we eat.

It was really nice but strange to see him in normal clothing and he was clearly a little uncomfortable about it.

When I went to sleep I was thinking about it all, the talk, the food and the beach... It really saddens me that he feel so little about himself when all I see is so much warmth and caring. A bit like Jas at the beginning always pushing people away and everyone got annoyed when he was around, always saying the wrong thing... But I saw behind that, just like now... There is so much more to him, if only he could see that himself.

I woke when he came back, though I didn't let him know. I wanted to know what he would do cause we have only kissed and it was well quite a leap of faith to let him come and sleep especially after I myself had gone home.
He snug into the bed and placed his arm around me, careful not to wake me. If he only knew that Amber had already alerted me to a stranger cause though he might think outer wise I am well protected out here on my own and leaving the door unlocked is something I would never do if I was not.
And of course he doesn't know that more or less since Jerry died I haven't slept a whole night, well besides the night at the mage tower.
It was nice just laying there and listening to his strong and steady heartbeat. I placed myself on my elbow beside him when he had fallen asleep and regarded him.
No darkness to trace in his relaxed face. Sadly him being asleep made me miss his dark green eyes.
I couldn't help but to kiss him and I almost started laughing out loud as he mumbled something and turns around gripping me tightly in his arms and holding me close.
After that I feel asleep and I to my surprise I slept all night and until noon.
Thane was gone by then. I was a little sad he didn't wake me but he did leave a note thanking me for a nice evening...

Well time to get out of bed and get Lilly cause I miss her and today I will spend all day with her. I did after all get sister Brianna to take my place at the cathedral today...

I wonder when I'll see him again...


- Light let him see himself though my eyes and protect the ones I care about