Laying here on these silken sheets, i cant belive that this is not a dream.
I pinch myself just to make sure that i all this is real.
Laying here beside him watching him sleep, my eyes running along his features to linger at his soft lips.
I have never dared pray for what i have been given, dear friends, a brother, and now a lover.
Sister Briann was so tired of me as i keept messing up my chores as i could not quite keep my focus on my tasks. My thoughs kept drifting off. Finnal she scowlded me and told me to go fr a walk to clear my head.
Finnally i has my chance to sneak off as i knew she would been to busy with evening mass to come look for me. So i ran to the griphonmaster as i knew the others would b at the market.
There were and auction and a lottery but going to charity so i bought some and won three prizes.
Rabbits girl was up for auction and seems he enjoyed winning her.
After the auction Jas took me to see Ironforge and we whent to a small in there, we were the only ones there as many where out to see the market still, so we had the top all to our self.
We talked for some timeuntil we reached a topic that made him turn silent. I could clearly see the hurt in his icy blue eyes. I could not just sit there watching so i got up of my seat and walked over to stand beside his chair. He looked up at me with a slight smile. I took his head in my hands and kissed him softly on the lips whispering that i whan done is done and there was no blaim to be layed on him. He got up took me into his arms and held me close to him. I felt my body burn with the strange fire and as he kissed me softly i could only sigh but then his kiss became more craving pressing me against the wall behind us, and i could only respond in full as me body was no longer my own. I feelt a deep hunger and desire for him... all i could think of was him as our tongues danced. His hands moved over my body searchingly...
I pulled back as reality woke me from my dream asking him to remember where we were.
I did not want to let him go, nor do ii think he wanted to, i saw the longing in his eyes then a sly smile spread on his face... He asked me to come with him and how could i ever say no...
He took me to Daleran, to a room at one of the inns. Then all became like a dream... his passionat kissses, his wandering hands... I could not say no to him nor did i want to at that point as my entire beeing was screaming for him.
It hurt at first but no hurt could ever diminish the feeling of him.
His touches, his kisses still burn on my body... the thoughts of our passionat whispers in the night runs through my mind...
But was i to easy, he told me i was not... We do not even know each other yet though it all felt SO right....
I wander what tomorrow will bring, i can see the first rays of the sun through the balcony doorway...
I am going to be in a world of trouble when i get back... but i cannot care i could never traide this night for anything...
- The light guide my steps and keep him safe forever.
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