No No No.. what have i done... How could this happen... Stupid Stupid girl
Betrayer...
Why did he haft to tell me... i thought it had all become clear... perfect... but when is live ever like that. Always so fickle making you belive in the light then throwing you into the neather...
I could not go to him inside in the bedchamber... what will he think when he wakes?
I am so unsure of everything... was it a lie or real..my feelings
Shalll i just run away?
Ohh the light give me strength... i know this is a test... but can i pass
It is so cold up here, all alone on the mountain top... but i have no where to go...
Why did i even choose to come here?
I love him but do i love them both?
I am not sure...
I knew it was all to fast... or would he have told me if i had not chosen Jas over him?
He told me he could never be with one that would tie him down and i belived him.
I made all so much easier as i liked them both but i knew so little about who they were. So when he pulled away it was easy to follow the other path ... not needing to think more over the other...
Ill i have said to Jas has been true...
But now what???
- The light guide my steps and keep all our souls forever safe.
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