At the beach near home

(At the beach near home)

It has been a busy day... but thank the goddess for that as my head has been working on overdrive since last night. I cant wait until tomorrow but i am scared senseless at the same time...

At dawn i went to the cathedral for morning mass. It was strange being there again but Sister Brihanna was trilled to see me and she want me to start my training again. It was so good to see her and not being judged just welcomed.

I went shopping after mass, good thing i had a good deal of gold stacked away. I have ordered a lot of new things but it will take some time to get it all.
I needed an extra horse to get much of the stuff home and i could really use some care right now as my muscles are killing me.
I need to start my combat training again...

I am really having a hard time concentrating on anything specific as his image, those eyes keep filling my mind. By the light i had almost forgotten how good one can feel when your in love and gives into it. I am still on my guard about getting hurt but i cant hold it back anymore.

I finished the dress... i am so unsure if i dear wear it or if i should save it for another day.

People make the worst of us,
yet they have not seen the love which is pulling us together.

*written on a piece of papir as she sits on the beach in the suns last rays*
 
Oh, I've fallen in too deep

A little too fast
There is no turning back now
Love is here to stay
Or so I think

Spoken from my heart sealed with my kiss
These words will describe our eternal bliss
And when I lay my head to sleep
You are the thoughts wondering in my head

When my eyes shut I see an image of you
Nothing can distract for you are my only view
I wish you were here, holding me so tight
Yet instead I will be dreaming of you tonight

I dream of the future that I hope we'll share
The laughs and cries we'll see in this love affair
I count down the minutes until I see you next
I just want to run away with you into the sunset

I've fallen in something that is magical and deep
A picture drawn inside my heart forever to keep
An essay written in words the describe this love
A prayer to the angels thanking them up above

I look into your eyes and I see forever right there
I feel it in your touch as you brush through my hair
And each time we kiss I feel the love deep down
You've changed my life and turned my world around

- the light guide my and keep me safe