On the run again

She ran, not like before with Jas... She was not running away only running from her confusion... Her emotions.
Jerrys kisses were burning her skin but the desire for him was raging like a wildfire inside of her. After she had run a couple of streets away, she hid at a corner, pressing her back against the cold stone wall. Her heart was pounding and she was panting low in frustration.
She wanted him with every fiber of her body, she wanted so badly to give in to her desire... But how could she ever be so selfish... She knew he cared for her and she could never break him, make him be what she wanted... What she needed... If only she could be enough for him... But he was like the wild stallion running free and untamed... How could she deny him that... She could not, she loved him to much...
Had she really told him? It all felt like a dream... Telling him everything she felt inside...
She was still hurting over the wound Jas had given her.
Ohh to just give in, like he had suggested... The mere thought send shivers down her spine and made her hot all over.
Why did she have to be so loyal and committed when all she wanted was to give in...