OOC: These are the prayers Etaine whispers to the light written down oocly as these are not something she says aloud and much is in her head.

torsdag den 24. oktober 2013

At home in Westfall

What an day... I have been training with siter Brianna until sunset. I was so tired when i left the cathedral.
Then of all the people in Azeroth i run into HER... My heart was racing wildly and i was so unsure what to do, how to act or if i should just hope not to be noticed. All the memories of my time with Jas returned in a flash. Memories i have used such a long time packing away... It was horrible; longing, pain, loss, anger, hatred... Darkness!
If it was not for my new found feelings for Jerry i think i would have broken down right there on the bridge.

But something inside said NO, no more fear of Reike Hanistol!
I tried to be polite and she seemed to somewhat respond to it but its hard to tell with her always so angry and closed up. She was with a man, i have seen him before. I hope she has found some happiness she needs it more than most. Then Jerry and some of his friends came and it went a little crazy, seems Reike has some issues with Walter as she tired to push him of the bridge. How he stayed on the ledge i don't know cause she went all in, full force like she always does.
I was surprised that she did not have one of her usual hateful comments on me and Jerry holding hands but i guess she was too cough up in Walter being there.
Jerry took me away from there to the harbor where we meet up with Walter and a woman i have not seen in a long time; Aylian. My cheeks got all hot as i remembered our last meeting. She is such an alluring and charming creature. It was weird for me to have a woman come onto me so strongly and openly. She is very nice though.
But her comment to Jerry at the pond later made me slightly unsure... Well cant blame him.. or her for being together if that was what it was about. Her is so wonderful and well she is so beautiful, missed the plated armor though, there was something about her when she was in that and she still looked like an angel.

At the pond i meet two more of Jerrys friends; Shanura Walters girlfriend and Blaine.

Jerry went home with me. Laying here by his side once more i cannot take my eyes of him as he sleeps. I can't believe he is really mine. The light has blessed me more than i have dared hope since last. To let me feel such happiness again... SO much love... I have loved him for so long but to let it go and grow, not keeping it changed or trying to explain and dismiss it as merely love for a friend, a brother.

You.. have taken me into your arms and you offer the strength and safety I have never had before.
When in your embrace I fear nothing. No one could threaten my soul because with you I know the light within will endure and blossom whatever comes. O, my love – everything has changed. 
The light warms me when I think of you, comforts me when I think of your voice, calms me when I look into your eyes. 
You are my most strong light and that light can never fade – no matter how many shadows gathers around me again. 


- The light look out for us and keep us safe 

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