It was a fun day... well not the training at the cathedral per say though it was good... I seem to be getting stronger in the ways of the light. Sister Brianna is impressed with my progress though she thinks i am holding back.
Well i was invited to a costume party with Jerry and his friends.. Didn't get my costume finished so needed to find something else on the fly... I knew a good illusionist out in Darkshire who gave me an illusion to make me appear as shadow, was really scary looking, one female dreanei even though i was tainted... Weird she could not tell the difference if she was a servant of the light.
Not many showed up to the party, don't know if it was because it was on a normal day or if they had not invited that many, but Jerry and Walter and I ended up trick or treating around Stormwind.
I was SO much fun, but there were so many sour people that surely was NOT in the holiday spirit...
A girl wanted Jerrys autograph on her chest... He got all apologizing about it, but i don't mind such stuff... it was not like he was feeling her up or anything...
It would only be his eyes, words or actions that would hurt me; looking wantingly after another, speaking about the hotness of someone without complimenting me higher in some way or being physical with someone.
No matter... I just need to show him how powerful and consuming love for just one person can be and that it is not bad to fight for someone, something you love... Flings are easy, love is hard work... but the payoff is much greater with love, than fleeting relationships...
Hear me talking like i have a lot of experience in this area, when in fact o have almost non. I have had so many offers and i still do but that does not interest me... I want more than they are willing to give... The deep connection.
As we lay here i feel his breath against my skin, his body so close... I cant stop watching him and thank the moon that he is mine... Am i a fool for believing i have anything he needs?
- the light keep my safe and guide my soul away from darkness
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