On my way home from the Recluse

I so needed to get away from him. *sighs low* I cant keep away from him much longer. When he is near my my heart races, i become short of breath and light of head.
Every part of my soul feels ignited... On fire...

He is so wonderful, so caring and mild, so soft and tender, his wild and untamed nature, his strength both of mind, body and soul.
His blue eyes full of joy and mischief, his thoughtfulness and his passion... Oh his passion... I so want to give into it... i so want to let go... i cant keep holding myself back.
When in his arms i feel his longing and it enhances mine. I have wanted him so many times... The camp, the night in Feralas and every second since i have returned.

I cant run away every time he comes to close... I need to ease our longing... but the fear is still playing in my mind, the fear of being discarded... the fear of the darkness, that alluring darkness with all its promises...

Lets see what happens Sunday... I hope he will like it... I am not so good at this...
I am thinking of two places, maybe taking him to the first tomorrow Saturday, if he has the time.
I need to make the last preparations tomorrow morning.

I went to the recluse for a drink and there were this group of men talking about demons i was asked to join them, it was a very interesting conversation. I think one of them had a good eye for me as he kept peering at me all the time... it was also him that
asked me to sit down with them. I must admit he was quite good looking but he is nothing compared to Jerry.

Two of them followed me to where Chip was settled, when i wanted to go home, said it was to dangerous for a woman to walk the streets of Stormwind.Not that scared, I still have the stone but is anyone listening anymore?
Need to test that, need to ask Jerry if he still has his... If he doesn't maybe i can get the necklace refitted to a new ring? No wont take that one on again was a gift i don't want to put on again... I think i have an idea... I do have the money. Need to get that fixed first thing comes dawn...


- The light protect me and keep me safe