At home in Westfall

I cant take my eyes of him as he is laying there sleeping. The sound of his calm breath and the strong beating of his heart.

I am so afraid to loose him...
And finding out that i was right, that she does love him just like i said. The scowlding i got from both for implaying it and there it is... well it could be a lie but i cant see the prudence in that.
He will go talk to her and find out if it truth or if its a lie. Wonder if she can be honest with him?

I was so glad to hear his voice over the stone, but it hurt slightly that is was a random comment for all.
I was maybe just hoping that i would be the first he thought of when the ring was active again. But well i am just a silly girl and he had more importaint things to think of... I guess.
I have not been on any adventures like that so i dont know how one feels.

It made me a little reserved. But i was so relived and glad to see him. I really just wanted to throw myself into his arms... Why do i always get in the way of just beeing glad... an showing him how i truely feel.
The feel of never wanting to to let go when we are in each others arms, how his icy blue eyes makes my soul burn and how my love for him seems  to large for my body to hold.

I am so afraid that i will lose him to her... maybe she will not do anything directly but her words against me and well i have always felt that Jas is lying to himself about his feeling for her just as she apprently has been doing about her feeling for him.

Please by the light show me i am wrong... Though all i want is for him to be happy even if that will not be with me, his happiness means more to me than my own.


- The light guide our steps and keep our souls forever safe.