By the light... My head... How can they do this more than once.
I think i need to stay in bed as long as possible today.
But what a night, well the meeting was kind of hmm uncomftable... Mostly a discussion between Nomine and Ibelin. I can understand Reikes hurt as i have felt it myself only a year past but i remember it like yeserday still.
I hope she will someday be able to actually stay in my presence as i feel how it hurts Jas or i need to stop beeing where she is to aviod unessecary conflicts. I dont know...
But well after the meeting Jas and Milwin got under each others skin, he has a fierce temper when he feels stepped on. So many strong emotions...
Well the fair was exciting all the colors, the music, the activities and the animals.Think i got slightly to much to drink and i am paying for that in full today.
Rabbit came, it pains me to see him so distant but i can only imagin what he must be feeling seeing Jas and i together like this. I so wanted to pull him close and hug him but i think Jas would have misunderstod.I wonder what i can do to make it better? I pains me that i have come between them like this... non of this was never my intent...
But Jas spoke the truth... last night and this morning will indeed be something i will not long forget.
His passion was so strong and wild. He made me burn in a way i would never imagine. Showling me feelings i have never felt before... It felt like me could not possible get anycloser without litterally melting togeter as one.
Guess Jas is gonna get scowlded again because i dont think we went unheard.
But back to sleep, there must be something against this damed headach...
- The light guide my steps and keep my soul forever safe.
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